One Of Those Mornings

Its one of those mornings. I feel like going to bed and falling asleep and never waking up. That is the best way to describe it. I have not had one of these mornings in a while... but today is one of those mornings.

I just cannot bear the thought of taking one more useless breath or living one more meaningless day. I have so many pains in so many random places at random times and I am sick of complaining. I want to keep it all in and suffer quietly so I dont come off as a whiner or a baby. But thats just not me. I am tired of feeling like a burden and a waste of space.

So, one more morning waking up unrefreshed, unrested, and uninterested in living this day... I feel like going back to bed and never waking up. Its one of those mornings...