Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Reflect (Seek and Ye Shall Find)

Did you ever look in the mirror and wonder who exactly it is that you see?
Truly, honestly wonder who you are, what you've become?
Do you see a mother? Do you see a wife? A sister? A waitress? A teacher? A Christian? A friend?
Or do you simply see the reflection of a body, a face?
Do you see the hairs out of place? Do you notice the dark circles of sleepless nights?
The superficial lines of laughter and joy, or the scars and marks of painful past?

What is it that defines our sense of self?
What is it that makes our reflection any different than another?
Does the soul inside shine through our eyes?
Does our job or career come out in our movements and expressions?
Does our role in family's lives translate into the picture we see before us?
Where can our purpose and true self be found? Is it truly something that we can see in the mirror?


Define mirror:
  1. highly reflective surface: a surface, e.g. glass or polished metal, that reflects light without diffusing it so that it will give back a clear image of anything placed in front of it
  2. something accurately representing something else: something that accurately reproduces, describes, or represents something else
  3. reflect something in surface: to reflect something clearly in a surface

A highly reflective surface... Time spent in prayer, reflecting on ourselves may reveal another image than the one we see in that mirror

Reflects light without diffusing it so that it will give back a clear image of anything placed in front of it... In prayer and in life, reflecting God's light and love without diffusing it so that it will give back a clear image of His truth to others. Do we always truly see a "clear image" of ourselves when placed in front of our mirrors in life?

Something accurately representing something else... Now this one feels most familiar to me. Representing something else... the person I see in the mirror does not feel like me. It is representing me, but not always in the way that I want to be represented

Reflect something in surface... Surface. On the surface sometimes what we see is something completely separate from what is truly there, inside. But how do we break through the surface, without shattering the mirror to pieces?



Where am I?
Is this surface reflection something accurate or just something accurately representing something else?
Am I reflecting? Am I giving back a clear image of light?
Where am I within this sheet of glass, within this fragile uncertainty?
How long until the glue gives way, until these shattered pieces turn to dust?


Saturday, April 9, 2011

Twenty-Eleven

Dark and dreary raindrops of bad news pour down over my spirit
Every once in a while the sun will shine it's brilliant face by surprise
Soon back to the soggy, sullen dawn as another rainy day begins
First two months of pain and bed-ridden miserable days alone
Next two months of injuries, illness, financial woes, and loss
Praying for a sunny day, for new blooms and green growth
Something, anything beautiful to prove this life is worth it
Shine on me, shine on them, bring new life and let's start again
May this year begin with May, healing and refreshment
This is me, crying out in prayer for the rest of this forsaken year
For Your love, for Your mercy, for Your breath of life and change


“They that sow in tears shall reap in joy. He that goes forth and weeps, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him.” – Psalms 126:5-6

"My God, my God why have you forsaken me?" - Psalm 22:1

“The LORD also will be a refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble. And they that know your name will put their trust in you: for you, LORD, have not forsaken them that seek you.” – Psalms 9:9-10

Thursday, April 7, 2011

April Echoes

The day my future began
The birth of my soul's muse

The day God saw our life
The birth of this echoing love

The day something started
The birth of chaotic concerto

The day you took first breath
The birth of diamonds and coal

Such a blessing, unexpected
God's first brush strokes
On the canvas of our life
Foresight into this beauty
Amazing, exciting, tumultuous love

~~ For my love, my soul, my husband, my Gizmo~~